Joshua’s Blog

I can’t believe the year has went by so fast!!

So many things have happened since I last posted anything that had any real meaning.

Since the 25th of October, I have turned 19 years of age (October 26th). Noting real exciting happened. My parents once again forgot my birthday. I spent all day with one of my best friend Robert. We went to Marcella’s after a poetry reading. It was fun!!

I ended up withdrawling from my College Math I class. I was getting physically ill in her class, I hate that shit. She had a very very bad accent (russian) and when she would teach she would jump from one thing to another to another and not say what she was doing. If you would ask question she would tell you to go to the math lab. Funny shit is, she worked in the math lab.

I did post this when it happened but I guess I can now. In September when talking to my mother, she was inquring into a conversation I had on the phone. I was talking to my then friend Robbie about a pageant he was in. She asked what kind a pageant she was in, I said he, she asked a drag pageant? I said yes, and said I could not go because it was at the Underground (Local Gay bar) because I am 21 or over (not that I wanted to because it is a very nasty drug ridden bar that is also the local pick up bar). She said “Josh, don’t go to the underground unless you are comfortable being around men who are gay” Then said the same is with marcellas which I had been to many times and I told her as much. She then asked if I am gay, and without thinking I said yes. She is basically okay with it, which I didn’t think she would be. Everything is fine now.

In the beginning of Novemeber I attened the first thing I have every dressed up for. It was a charity dinner for GLYS called the GAYLA it was fun! I uploaded the pictures I had took at http://wolfnix.net/images/gayla2006/

Thanksgiving was fine, had a panic attack two days before which caused me to miss two weeks of school which made me need to withdrawl from my accounting class. When you get to the point of thinking “What the fuck is he talking about” you know your in trouble. The Prof was a total jackass too, he wouldn’t let me talk to him earlier in the semester so I know he wouldn’t now.

The panic attack had noting to do with school, but with thinking about telling a friend how I felt about them, because it is possible they will be moving. I told them about it the next day but I had the panic attack none the less.

Now that the time warp is over dum dum dum. It is the end of the semester today Friday Decemeber 22th 2006. There are two full days till Christmas. I have only received my grade in Visual Basic of an A. The rest are not finished being calculated yet. Grades are due Friday of next week. I hopefully get B’s in my other classes.

Well this is all for now, or all I want in this timeline post.

Talk to ya later!!