Archive for December, 2006

Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas!!!

I hope everyone has a very Merry Christmas, A Happy Hanukkah, A Happy Kwanzaa, and A Happy Yule.
I wish everyone a very Happy New Year as well, to you and yours!

Peace Easy!

What I wanted for Christmas

What I wanted for Christmas - 2006
To: Chris
By: Joshua Altemoos

People wanted bikes
People wanted cars
People wanted money

All I wanted was love

People wanted games
People wanted music
People wanted books

All I wanted was to be cared for

People wanted candy
People wanted cookies
People wanted movies

All I wanted was to have someone to die for

People wanted peace
People wanted gain
People wanted war

All I wanted was to have someone to write home for

People wanted phones
People wanted grades
People wanted many things

All I wanted was to have someone to cry for

Because of you baby, I have everything I asked for and more
You have made love possible
I love you eternally and every year all I will want is you

Merry Christmas!!!

Countdown!!

The Countdown till I see my Boy Friend, Chris!!


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My Love

My Love
For: Chris
By: Joshua Altemoos

You are my love, my sun and my stars, my guardian angel
     and you are my life.

You make my life, every so happy, no matter what
     happens you’re there for me.

You are my love, forever more. No Matter what happens
     I will love you ever more.

You are mine, I am yours. The days I spend with you are
     the best ones of all.

You are my sun, my stars, my universe. I think of you always
     and pine for you when I can not speak with or hear your voice.

There is so much I wish I could say, I wish I can do, I wish I can give
     but what I can, I do for you….always.

You are in my mind, body and soul. Always mine, always there
     this I thank you for.

Without you I would be in endless despair.

I love you so, this is so. noting can change this, not even death.

Boyfriend

Hey Yall!!!,

I never thought I would find someone who loved and liked me for who I am, not what they want me to be

But it has. Chris, a guy I have been talking to for almost six months asked if I would take him as my boyfriend, I almost passed out!!

Before he asked me I had written him a poem to show he I felt about him, and he didn’t know.

I love this man. He makes me happy. Since I gave him the poem, I have not been depressed nor upset. He has changed me for the better, and I thank him.

There are pictures of him at http://gallery.wolfnix.net/v/chris/

I am sooo happy, I love this man I dooooo.

Take Care and Happy Holidays!!

PS. To see a couple pictures of him see the next page!!


Continue reading ‘Boyfriend’

End of Semester


It is the end of the semester. Sweet.

I can’t believe the year has went by so fast!!

So many things have happened since I last posted anything that had any real meaning.

Since the 25th of October, I have turned 19 years of age (October 26th). Noting real exciting happened. My parents once again forgot my birthday. I spent all day with one of my best friend Robert. We went to Marcella’s after a poetry reading. It was fun!!

I ended up withdrawling from my College Math I class. I was getting physically ill in her class, I hate that shit. She had a very very bad accent (russian) and when she would teach she would jump from one thing to another to another and not say what she was doing. If you would ask question she would tell you to go to the math lab. Funny shit is, she worked in the math lab.

I did post this when it happened but I guess I can now. In September when talking to my mother, she was inquring into a conversation I had on the phone. I was talking to my then friend Robbie about a pageant he was in. She asked what kind a pageant she was in, I said he, she asked a drag pageant? I said yes, and said I could not go because it was at the Underground (Local Gay bar) because I am 21 or over (not that I wanted to because it is a very nasty drug ridden bar that is also the local pick up bar). She said “Josh, don’t go to the underground unless you are comfortable being around men who are gay” Then said the same is with marcellas which I had been to many times and I told her as much. She then asked if I am gay, and without thinking I said yes. She is basically okay with it, which I didn’t think she would be. Everything is fine now.

In the beginning of Novemeber I attened the first thing I have every dressed up for. It was a charity dinner for GLYS called the GAYLA it was fun! I uploaded the pictures I had took at http://wolfnix.net/images/gayla2006/

Thanksgiving was fine, had a panic attack two days before which caused me to miss two weeks of school which made me need to withdrawl from my accounting class. When you get to the point of thinking “What the fuck is he talking about” you know your in trouble. The Prof was a total jackass too, he wouldn’t let me talk to him earlier in the semester so I know he wouldn’t now.

The panic attack had noting to do with school, but with thinking about telling a friend how I felt about them, because it is possible they will be moving. I told them about it the next day but I had the panic attack none the less.

Now that the time warp is over dum dum dum. It is the end of the semester today Friday Decemeber 22th 2006. There are two full days till Christmas. I have only received my grade in Visual Basic of an A. The rest are not finished being calculated yet. Grades are due Friday of next week. I hopefully get B’s in my other classes.

Well this is all for now, or all I want in this timeline post.

Talk to ya later!!

Happy Holidays!!

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