Joshua’s Blog

Hey Yall,

It is Thursday, and school starts Monday… Fun wow. Can you say I don’t want to go? Eh I really don’t need the classes except for my College Lit Class. I have to go back though because my loans have to start being repay six months after I stop school, and my mother is being a bitch and says I have to work for her if I don’t go back.

I am currently at Kimi’s House for the night/day until I go to work at 12pm, because out gas was shutoff at home, so that means no oven, no heater, no hot water etc… This blows big time because my parents decided to blackmail me last year into putting the meter in my name, and now the bill is upwards of $2200. We went to social services to try to get HEAP help, but since it is my name they said the big NO, twice. This sucks because it has been in the teens and the twenties for the last couple of days. Fun… My parents and my two siblings are in a motel at the moment and find it hard to think about me when making plans. They expect me to have someplace to stay, and find things to eat when they go off and stay warm. It is crap. School starts Monday, but I have no idea how I am going to get to and from classes and still stay warm and all this shit. I was late to work yesterday because of this whole situation, and they don’t care. So well see I guess…

Work is fine I guess. I am getting about 30 hours a week, I am saving up for Alfred and to see my baby in April. He was going to come and see me from Feb 8th-Feb11th but stuff came up at his work, so he can’t and he is looking for a new job. I understand why and everything and he has all of my support I love him sooo much, and he loves me so life is good, atleast in that aspect.

I finalized my school schedule for if I decide to go back. Well I have until tomorrow to decide.

Well Talk to yall lata, I am not online much because of lack of PC because it is at home, SMS me (jraltemoos@tmomail.net), AIM me (netwolfjosh) or call sometime.

Cya!