Daily Archive for April 21st, 2007

What is the world coming too??

This past weekend at Marcella’s a local gay dance club a man was stabbed. At a gay club… It is bad enough that at our clubs you have drugs, pick-ups and people getting drunk outta there minds, you now have people getting stabbed… What is the world coming too?? I was meant to go out to Marcella’s that night for the pageant but I had no way home… I guess it is a good thing I didn’t go. I feel sorry for the people who had to take care of the man who got stabbed, like Nate whose blog I read it off of. He was helping out because someone was out of town, and he had to deal with this…

I read about it at Buffawhat on the article You see a guy stabbed in the club, and you want a job?
Of course only a blurp in the Buffalo News about it, like most problems downtown.

I know this is late, but I had to give my two-cents

Life is a fickle thing

Life is a fickle thing. Sometimes it ruses you ands sometimes it pulls you down. At the moment life is rushing me. Spring Break ended last week and during it I spent my time with my baby, my boyfriend Chris (Picture Here) and we spent 12 wonderful days together. You can find more information about it here. This is where I talk about my break basically day by day and in more detail.

School is coming to a fast close with only four weeks remaining. My mid term grades I did ok. My lit class I got a C, but that is because the grade was just my fiction exam and not my major paper that had an A on it. For economics I have a B+, just my midterm grade. It is a boring class but what can you do I was only taking it for Alfred, and I am not going next semester but Ill talk about that later. I love my mythology class, I have always have had an interest in it since high school and I have an A- average , I had gotten an 100 on the mid term, a A- on my presentation so this may raise and I am quick happy with it. Lastly my western civ class is alrite, the teacher drowns on to much and we don’t really learn all that much. I have a B+ on that class which is the grade of the first of three exams, I have taken the second but I think I failed it, but you never know with these things…

Going back to what I was talking about before about Alfred State. I cant afford next semester because I can not get enough money for the direct costs (Tuition, Room & Board, Books & Supplies, etc…), the Laptop required for my major, and the indirect costs (moving, cell phone, etc…). There are factors that come into play that causes me not to have the money for it, like my family’s fiscal situation. I sent my letter to Alfred saying that I cant attend, and I requested my deposit ($150) back since it is before May 1st.

So you’re asking what will I do next semester since I am not going to Alfred? I am not going back to ECC either… I am moving in with Chris, whom lives in NH. I cant visit him for a week or two and say good bye it hurts sooo much (Wrote a poem about it). It destroys the both of us. I love him deeply and want to spend the rest of my life with him. I am 100% sure about this too. I plan on having around $2000 saved up before I go, and not having it will not stop me from going, it will just make life harder.

Work is fun, because of spring break I didn’t work the whole time and now coming back there are so many new people. I just hope these extra hours last.

Life is a fickle thing. Once I am with my baby life will be good…

The Never Ending Waiting

The Never Ending Waiting
By Joshua Altemoos

There is a never ending waiting
     to get to the point in life you want
There is a never ending waiting
     to find the one you love
There is a never ending waiting
     to have everything you want
There is a never-ending waiting
     where the waiting is what kills

I cant wait for my waiting to end
     The waiting is to be with the one I love

Saying goodbye to him became the
     worst point in my life
Saying goodbye to him, made us cry
     more then we ever have before.
Saying goodbye is a sorrow remark
     not wanting to be said, but must be

Only till the never ending waiting does end

And I can be with the one I love never to say good bye again….